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If you are just friends with someone because you're scared of them and scared that they're gonna give out your informations after you're not being friends with them anymore.

You know what you do? You be the first one to air you're dirty laundry and you take off those underwear and you sling the shit in the air and you say ''OH WOW, Heres my dirty laundry baby, and WHAT?''

Be the first one to tell what ever it is that you're scared of them telling.

Dont EVER let Fear be a reason for continuing a friendship cause thats not a friendship, That is a sinking ship.

One of the best ways to tell if someone is your bestfriends or not is just to stop being friends with them and see how they react and see what they do when you stop talking to them. If they give out your secrets, then you were justified for not talking to them anymore.

I do think that friends expire, I mean Hello?
The Best of us and the Worse of us, stop being friends with our friends at some point in life.
So, if you've been friends with someone since Middle school... Dont feel bad about graduating from class okay?

Because what i think is that, when you just know a person., You would always want to give a good first impression. Dont feel bad if you're one of them, because everyone is just the same. We always want to give a first good impression.



Its like, you've been friends with someone for a really long time(or not) and you randomly get into a fight and you think to yourself like ''Wait, how could we be fighting over this? dont they know me? Dont they know that this is a sensitive subject for me?'' This and this and that.

What i think that you have to remember is that, in friendships a lot of time people start making you out to be something you're not AND vice versa.

I know with a lot of MY friends, they know im a tell-it-like-it-is person in the beginning.
Heres what interesting. In the beginning, they know who i really am even when we're not as close. But as we get closer and the friendship starts to build, they start to know me lesser and lesser, Because they start cherry picking what THEY want to see in my personality.

Lke for instants, im a tell-it-like-it-is person and very cold at times so my friends is like ''See the good in me'' and try to see the heart and the sensitive side of me and like.. Oh my god.

See all of me, or see nothing.
And i think thats what im learning in friendship that i need my friends to see me as i am completely. Dont ignore any part of your friend. If you dont like something about your friend and you just cant stand it, dont ignore it. Talk to them about it. and figure if you could work it out.

Because heres a thing, if you are literally ignoring a part of someone. Its just like trying to see like Half of their face like.. its not gonna happen?

So if you cant stand something with somebody that you're close with, you have to evaluate their relationship. Im just sick of people cherry picking what they want to see in me. Erm its like making excusing for me, only wanting to see the good and never the bad. Trying to see my heart and not seeing the bitch in me.

Like no, You became friends with me, you didnt became friends with a sweet cuddle bunny okay? So quit trying to see my heart and face the dark in me. Cause my ''other'' side doesnt like to be excused especially by any of my friends and if you're questioning why am i so direct to my friends, its because they are only trying to see the half of me.

So see it all, or close your eyes completely, honey.

Bye

UngratefulAss?

@JonathanRAWRR

Here i am.. Doing this EVERY Single year.... here it is.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.
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This year, Im gonna make 25 resolutions for me to complete in 2011.




Okay. Im gonna go now.

ILoveYou<3

@JonathanRAWRR

For all of you that has dark circles! These are just some of the main factors in getting dark circles.

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One reason that people dont really know from getting Dark circle is Nasal congestion.
So those who suffer from sinuses such as myself are more prone to get dark circles.

What happens when our nose is block is that the veins which drains from your eye into your nose swells up, causing the develop dark circles,So you would find that in Winter, we're all more likely to develop dark circles thanks to catching flu.

Allergies is also a main cause of dark circles, You would notice that people that gets Hay Fever are more likely to get dark circles as well

Hay Fever causes Puffy swollen eyes, And also when your eyes are swollen, you tend to rub your eyes, which can cause breakage of tiny vessels.

The next problem to get dark circles is, Iron Defiency. This is more dominant for women, during special time of the month. But that doesnt mean that guys that have iron defiency as well. In order not to get iron defiency, just corporate more foods of high iron. Such as beef, oatmeal, potato skin and tomatoes etc.

Lack of sleep contributes to dark circles, When we dont sleep, our skin becomes paler making dark circles more visible.

The next factor is actually from Sleeping. Yes sleeping CAN cause dark circles.
When we sleep, we lie horizontally, this make the fluid build up under my eyes, causing bag and shadow.

Of course, drinking plain water is good, but refrain yourself from drinking too much in the night when you're about to sleep, because this contributes to fluid building up around your eyes, causing puffyness.

And well of course, genetic is a big part of it as well, because some of us are born with thinner skin under the eye making dark circle more visible.
Aging causes skin to loose elastin making it thinner and transparent.

Theres gonna be a post telling you how to minimize your dark circles. On that, pictures will come for better understanding.

EatFruitHelpsToo

@JonathanRAWRR

2010 is coming to an end... It went so fast, but also still there was lots of obstacles. So take a chance to celebrate our hardship to reward.

Made a few friends.
Lost a few as well.
But still, if the old ones doesn't go, the new ones wouldn't come.

Take that sucka.

Bye2010

@JonathanRAWRR

Haihai, kay. blogging now just cause its boring here.
Its a short one tho. Just a lil' update.

Bought like 20 over shirts + tshirt and one bag. Fom Kappa, Converse, Everlast and Lee Cooper. Mad cheap. I didnt even go over 200 bucks. Well, almost. it was $198.90

But still, i didnt go over.

Okay BAI

Okay back here. It been like how long since i ever blogged, Im MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH more active on twitter. I tweet everyday. @JonathanRAWRR , Okay im gonna blog about something that i wanted to but then im just too lazy to.

So today's topic is, LADY GAGA....~

Okay so firstly, i wanna say that I love Lady Gaga, i think shes one of a kind.
Okay
There i said it before the shit starts strong.

It seems to me like these days, no matter what anyone wears, You could be wearing bib overalls farming and someone would come up to you and say, ''Very Lady Gaga~''
You could be wearing a track suit walking down the street and someone will say, ''Ah very lady gaga.'' Its like Actually, i was going for Lesbian Chic but anyways.

I mean honestly?
Seriously, You could be wearing just underwear, and someone will say, '' Ah! Lady gaga...''
Its not actually i've been wearing underwear my whole life, Thank you.

Really..? You can't wear anything without being compared to Lady Gaga these days.
And i just wanted to say I think shes great, shes one of a kind.

But i mean like even Lady Gaga wears or inspired by things that came before her, Grace Jones~.
Well, Grace Jones insulted her and said Lady Gaga was trying to be like her, but anyway thats a whole different story.
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I just wanted to say, people are comparing Lady Gaga to Christina Aguilera. Christina Aguilera to me, Always tried risks, im not saying some of the stuff she wore lately doesnt resemble Lady Gaga, but im trying to say is like Christina Aguilera always take risks, Moulin Rogue, The Long braids and Etc.

Shes always been that one pop star to me that took risk, so i dont get it...?
But i also wanted to say, its kinda hard for anyone to wear anything without getting compared to the girl.

Its not Lady Gaga's fault, i mean i dont even think Lady Gaga thinks that people are trying to be like her, i think she knows shes wearing everything so its hard for people to be original.
I want you people to realise, Not. everyone. is. trying. to. be. Lady Gaga.

I mean.... PLEASE realise that. Its supposed Gaga world and everyone is trying to be original its just hard..
Its at the point where you need to wear you need to wear Flannel shirt and jeans, we're gonna have to go back to the Kurt Cobain days just to be different. I mean now if you dress up it all, ''Very Lady Gaga'' its like actually its very Me... Get over it. No ones trying to be her, except her.


SheDidntInventOxygen

@JonathanRAWRR

HOLLAAA. Back to post something after like idk forsaken how long.

Okay, So incase you didnt know, there have been a lot of suicide in the LGBT community recently, and a lot of my Youtuber/Blogger friends are joining the project ''It Gets Better''

I don't wanna sit here and type shit and tell you guys what others had sat thru but i do wanna tell you guys that it does get better. So dont care shit about people that hated you and dont even wanna get a chance to know you.

So one thing that you should always do is just standing up for yourself, i know this sounds cliche but i still encourage every single one of you out there to stand up for yourself. Im not saying Violence is the answer at all. Not saying that, but im saying that NO ONE deserves to be Disrespected for being who they are and i dont care who you are, what you are, where you are.

Aint nobody gonna tell me, that i can't be myself. Because the last time i checked i have two legs I walk around these bitches all day long. Have you walk up for me? Are you paying my bills? Are you making my money? No.

So do you have to comment on my leg style?! At the end of the day are you hitting this? Are you paying my springbill? So what do you think i give a shit on what you say about me. I dont put up with that shit.

Honestly, i cannot stress how much that, Suicide was never EVER the answer, never.
What makes me sad about is because when i looked up to these teenagers are killed themselves and some of them are really really young. Those people have not even began their lifes and they felt like they had to take their own life just because they felt like they were Different than everybody else.

I was kinda getting choked up of reading the articles because a few of the kids not only because how young they were but most of them commited suicide because of being bullied in school.

But what that you would go through would definitely make you much stronger. As long as it doesnt kill you, it will make you stronger. It makes you stronger guys.

Its okay to be gay, straight ( No, it aint okay to be bi. Stop being selfish and choose one, and dick or a vagina. ). It doesnt says in the bible that you're gonna go to Hell if you're gay. Plus, Who the hell has the rights to say that being gay is wrong except Jesus? If so, did any freaking soul heard Jesus saying that ''Oh being gay is soooo wrong, you're gonna be dipped in oil in Hell.'' Bitch.

Make your Haters your Motivators. Thats how i say it.

It Gets Better.
I Promise <3



NothingWrongWithHavingFun
@JonathanRAWRR

Okay this post is me ranting. 

So if you cant take me ranting, you wouldn't be able to survive this whole post. 

You've been warned. 

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Okay so. I'ma just go STRAIGHT to the fucking point right now, that a Malaysian beer girl( No racism intended. I'm stating her race as a fact and as a description. Any stereotypes you have or presume I have just means YOU are the racist one.

So shes kind of my mum's/uncle's/auntie's friends and then she have a iphone and shit. Fed. And so she asked my cousin if he could help her jailbreak it. But she, being a smartass motherfucker, went to update the firmware to the latest one.

And then my uncle pointed out that i could jailbreak it { I could only jailbreak those below 4.01, hers is 4.1, Yes that makes difference. } So i told her to wait, So now shes using my other uncle as a shield to call me to help her. Im not saying that i dont like to help people but its that i dont like to help those people that only come running up to me for help just because i could help them. 

And now she says that the jailbreak is already out, And im like. How the fuck would she know? She could easily just go to a random store and call the person to help her jailbreak it. And just pay 40bucks.. Not that i dont want to help her right now, but i feel ridiculous that she actually said that the jailbreak is out to my uncle, and then my uncle comes calling my phone telling me that i should go and help her. 

But the most important things is. The fucking jailbreak its not even out yet. And it might not even be coming out since 4.2 firmware is coming out. 

So i'll just say something that its not out yet, till the freaking 4.2 is out, tell her to get her ass upgraded to 4.2 then come and see me. 

You wanna get hit between these hips, you better be packed with your wallet lips. Homies.

FrustratedAsFuck

@JonathanRAWRR

HeyHey. Mia-ed for 1month here. this is just a updating blogpost for people out there to know that im not dead. I was just kidnapped/Jk

I cant describe my mood right now o.O. Probably bad? 

Mozilla decided to crash on me -.- Knn.

ILookBetterThanYou

@JonathanRAWRR

Okay. Updating for today. Sorry for not posting for so long.

So I'm gonna so the Never get pissed off again in your life.
If you know me well, I don't go angry, ever. Unless you serious me annoy my like hell. And somebody is seriously getting onto my nerves. And if you are reading this I hope you know who the fuck you are.

Okey. Let's go back to my post.
So today I was walking back home and there was this cycling guy cycled pass mr and knocked me.
In that split second I wanted to actually blow off and shout fuckyou
At that point you may think that he's a jerk . But to think it the other way round, he's childrens are probably sick or his mother fell down. And that could be the reason why he's rushing.
Well he MIGHT be a jerk but the think about it the other way. It might it different. And he might also be filial cause his mother fell down and rushing back home to bring her to the doctor.

So ya. That's the way that I mostly solve my anger with.
Kthxbaii



TouchAsManyPeopleAsYouCan
@JonathanRAWRR

I thought of what to post today. Supah hilarious :D
Its about DAWN YANG. *cough* Plasticilla .
Her Photoskills. ''walao eh, CANNOT LARH'' . ''Tahbuleh Tahan Bodoh!''
Okay so. lets GET TO IT.
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See the error?!












SEE IT?!
For retarded peeps out there. IMA ZOOM IN A LOT MORE.















For stewpid people , its actually the tehteh larh .
See hao the boob's shadow actually do pass the arm but still is there?!
I mean hello physics okay? i drawn a red line for the arm line.
AND THEN. OTHER MAJOR COCKUP IS.
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NOW HER BOOB'S SHADOW MYSTERIOUSLY DISSAPEARRED! WOW.

Pls larh. Dawn Yang. Photoshop also photoshop nicely mah.
You photoshop until like that. Very xiasuay to us Photoshopper lehh.


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Miss Dawn Yang, AINT YOUR EYES BIG ENOUGH? . Went for Plastic Surgery to make big and still want to photoshop bigger. NB. greedy until like that.
Now you look like ET from outer space or some LGM.
p/s LGM = Little Green Man.

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Your shoulder not enough cartirage arh? . Why only So little space.
want boob lift also not like that right? .

Freak.


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Why her boob so undefine 1. Doesnt she know that after Liquifying must sharpen? Even if you sharpen .it will also look fake. cause the below iss distorted in.
And why she look like she only got 1 boob?
Look so distorted.


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See it?
Zoom zoom time :D
Im having so much fun humiliating her.
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Her friend must be so disappointed in her . Cause all she wanted was to hide the fats of her tummy.
But neglected her friend's arm and photoshopped it like shit.

Okay. Its like 4am in the morning. Im just gonna make a updating post and a bit of rambling .
NO THIS BLOG ISNT DEAD. -.- ( only the tagboard is ) .

My phone is running out of battery . out of content :D

This post is about like how people wanna make their blogs private and only make the people that they want them to read.
I mean like i get that you want privacy but if you just want some people to read your blog , How can you get famous ? AT LEAST I WANNA GET FAMOUS OKAY? ( AT LEAST I ADMIT IT ) .
If you like want to make your blog private , what for making a blog when only like 5 people could read it. Might as well dont post.

Then when other people is like very freaking enthu to read your blog, then when they see that you made it private, its fucking annoying lorh.
That didnt just happened to me once okay?! Then if you want to read, still need to send a email. And you meet people like me which NEVER even bother to open a mail before how? WHAT IF ITS A LIFE AND DEATH MATTER?

Please larh, use a little bit of brains for the people out there using the ''I-like-private-blogs-because-i-just-want-my-bffs-to-read-it'' method .
And if you seriously need to use, like you post some dirty pictures of yourself and shit and you want to hide it.
Please dont make it official to your friends , cause its fucking frustrating to go thru all the procedures to actually be invited to read
SO FUCKING STOP USING IT

Okay . DONE


HighTeaEveryDay
@JonathanRAWRR

I'm just gonna lay on my bed posting with my phone talk about some things that other people keeps on saying .

sometimes when I take a cab, the cb cab driver would say things like "wha! you're so young and you already know how to take taxis, does your parents allow you to?"
Normally I would reply it with a smile and say ya , but today a cab driver actually asked me if I had money to pay for the cab trip! ( I was going from Tampines to Bugis , $38++ )
I freaking replied " if I didn't have money , you wouldn't have your salary"
that uncle looked at me and got silence .
then he tries to talk to me ( some cab drivers are like this cos they sit in a car and supposingly they have no one to talk to and could only listen to radio)

Let's get back to the uncle . he tries to talk to me saying that I wear contactlens . I say thank you , and then he goes on asking how much did I buy it for .

WTFBBQ AM I SUPPOSE TO TELL HIM EVERY THING ?
I ignored him trying to act like the music in my mp3 was blasting my ear.

Okay I'm done

I'm just gonna lay on my bed posting with my phone talk about some things that other people keeps on saying .

sometimes when I take a cab, the cb cab driver would say things like "wha! you're so young and you already know how to take taxis, does your parents allow you to?"
Normally I would reply it with a smile and say ya , but today a cab driver actually asked me if I had money to pay for the cab trip! ( I was going from Tampines to Bugis , $38++ )
I freaking replied " if I didn't have money , you wouldn't have your salary"
that uncle looked at me and got silence .
then he tries to talk to me ( some cab drivers are like this cos they sit in a car and supposingly they have no one to talk to and could only listen to radio)

Let's get back to the uncle . he tries to talk to me saying that I wear contactlens . I say thank you , and then he goes on asking how much did I buy it for .

WTFBBQ AM I SUPPOSE TO TELL HIM EVERY THING ?
I ignored him trying to act like the music in my mp3 was blasting my ear.

Okay I'm done

Yes yes , i know its been like hella long since i update my blog , im running out of ideas . If you have any , just tell me in my twitter i guess? @JonathanRAWRR :D .
Ehhh . Today was fucking boring .. well ,its all the same until DNT. i didnt pass up homework , and my dolphin broke , FML.
then cca was okay , i did almost all the work , when my contact lens were drying up .

After school , walked back home . bought slurpee and there was like the card . i went back home , i have Tennis A and B . i thought it was the $3.888 card , so i told mum and she was like , its TABLE tennis , not tennis . FML x2 .

i'll just write until here , Follow me on twitter , im a lot more active there . :P @JonathanRAWRR

No , I'm not dead yet I'm just lazy to post with my laptop. I'm going to make like this
15 facts about me . So here goes

I own a laptop
I use hair straightener
I use to have long bails
I like cat more than dog
I'm actually part Korean
I love Crayon Shin-Chan
I was scared of Wesley in pri school
I love raining days
I'm on a diet
I was fat during pri school
I hate school
I hate maths
I was once in a higher mother tongue class
I drink lots of water
Black appeals to me more

So yeap . That was the 15 facts about me :D

Neh. Posting with phone right now and well , topics that I'm goin to say today is
1/ why I didn't go to school today
Well , I may or may not waked up late . :P
2/ why did I not post a fully happened post
Too tired, I just edited my yog project. Super tired but I'm still gonna post what happened today (a little bit)

So today , Xiaxue at twitter replied me , so I'm like super excited. And today Incase sent me a silver chrome iPhone casing which is like Mad LOVEEee. So yeap that's what happened today , well most of it :S baii . gonna sleep Liao

Okay okay. Back to posting with my phone. Too tired to transfer pictures from my fone to my comp . So I'm going to do that like tomorrow . Gonna sleep now. BAIII

Okay. i know i said i would make a post on like idk. But i that day when i wanna make that post , my internet cant be con fucking nected. and for retards that cant read it . its connected.
So. im not going to bother having to post about what happen on that day , and instead im going to post about wtf happened today. :D

So today , was supposed to go to school , but ponteng'd . idc, Wesley was ''eh i ponteng tgt with you, '' then in the end he cannot . So nvm,
And like lunch time . Chongkai call me go his house there and play badminton, and i was like okay. Then when i reach there , Ruiyang and Chongkai and another guy which idk was there . and Ruiyang sitting on the floor , eating burger . and oh . i was wearing Green contacts btw :D .Chester came after like 5mins i arrived .

Then when Rachelle play'd hide and seek with us , like around street 32. and it was a bitch finding her . Ruiyang even used his fone's application like i think its Nokia Navigation . Used it. but still cant find her. toot.
But in the end . i was the one that found her. :D i have the credits~
And then Rachelle called Francesca to come . and then we go busstop there and wait . Rachelle wanted to run away. but failed . Chongkai was angry about the hide and seek part . cause she said there was too much people there. when there was only like 4? . Well its 4 at our side . but she thought that its at Chongkai's house downstair that badminton court . So she was stewpid.

And then when Francesca came. She was like Hey your contact lens dont suit you . no offence .
and i was like Bitch , your the 1st to comment on my contact lens.

And she was like , ''cause i have taste'' and when Ruiyang and Rachelle said it suits me , idk who is the no taste now.
Rachelle bought us drinks to compensate us running around looking for her . We played Badminton awhile , and Rachelle suck at it.
And Chester was on my team all the time. so we won . :D Then we went Chongkai house downstair playground to play Colourcatching . and Ruiyang keep cheating . and i never the catcher once. <3

We went home at like 6pm? We went to 7-11 1st , When i meant ''we'' , i mean Rachelle Me and Francesca , cause Ruiyang go other way.
and Chester go another freaking way too . Then i bought Slurpee . the girl before me was like idiot. cause after she filled up her cup . she still stand there and like stare. And i was like ''Excuse me'' into her fucking face. then Francesca took bus , and Rachelle walked like half way with me . ( yes i walked home from tmart ) . Then when walking , We saw Xing ying and Jiahui from 1n2 , Jiahui wear until like super old , i thought it was Xing Ying's mother from far when i looked , :P Sorry , but it was true .

Then me and Rachelle parted from the busstop infront of TJC , and then i walked myself home , and then i met Lisa on my way. and i was like
J : Hi
L :Where you going?
J :Home
L :Oh okay
J :Bai
L : Bye~

Purely awkward , :P

came home and then bathed . Mum went to kopitiam . and i stayed at home , mad tired . im going to snore after this post .

Now got 2 uncle at my house . talking LOUDLY. nb ( i scratched my head after typing nb :P )
They are like talking about they mum . which is my Grandmother ( Maternal side ) . talking why she died so early , when like her brothers and sisters could live so long. I think She died when shes like 40++ . and idk why . She died from 2nd hand smoking cancer (i think its cancer , cause be sure.)
( For idiots who dont know what is 2nd hand smoking , its actually when people smoke and the air that you blow out , and when a person sniffs it , thats called 2nd hand smoking )

okay. so thats all i guess? Msging with Xingying and Jansline mummy nao :D So yea~

Okay. After being MIA for like idk how long , Im here back to post . and this time , im going to make things different .
Im going to say my class's register from like 1 to 40 and then the people . i give my own perspective. :D (Mainly because im lazy to type out a whole bunch of what i did things today )


Aishah : Okay lorh . abit siao siao 1 .
Daphne : Quiet much?
Diyana : Yo Bestfriend!
Vera : Clever bich .
Francesca : Huh what? i cant hear you .
Gigi : I have blue eyes :D
Rachelle : -Sneeze 7 times- What?
Melody : Skater girl .
Xinyi : idk you .
Nicole : FAT PRINCESS
Hadirah : Harh di tar .
Liyana : BIG EYES O.O
Hikmah : What a bitch
Farhanah : LARH!
Solieha : Still trying to understand her .
Si En : Help me copy more stuff !
Si Yun : Your ponytail very very tight!!!!
Hakim : -cough-
Jing wei : Fuck off.
Chester : Sugarly BARHH!!
Ray : Bang bang .
Wesley : ....?
Haiqal : READY ACTION!
Zhiwei : Yo gay!
Chien Yu : Fuck off too . Xtra .
Mitchell : Noisy.
Ridhwan : DONT DAYDREAM PLEASE!
Adli : Attitude problem Hello~
Asyraf : Hai ! :D
Hafiz : Big small boy :D
Eric : Will you ever shutup?
Chin See : Small boy~
Ryan : Hahah . Dont discrimate him! . HIS A PREFECT .
Ruiyang : Shitake mushroom .
Chongkai : Stop trying to copy Wesley!
Yong jie : Okay bahh. o.O
Edmund : Yo!
Damien : You jibai arh!
Justin : Duck.

Yep!. 1 ~ 40 . thats it . all my comments :P . MAYBE i'll post tmr . so MAYBE ....